I just want to encourage you my friends who are having a difficult time.
Things may seem difficult now, but keep going God is doing road work ahead, and he knows exactly what he is doing.
There are curves and turns, and sometimes potholes on this journey call life. There are also times when we have to get off the highway, take a slip road just to get to where we are heading. Sometimes because of the length of time the journey will take, we have to stop at many rest stops, refresh, and read the map over and over again, for clarity.
As Christians our rest stop is sitting at the the feet of Jesus; getting refreshed through prayer; while going through the Bible (our map) for clear direction.